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Thursday, March 19, 2009


alrite.
time now is 310 am. 20th march 2009.
my boredom has just reached new peak.
so i decided to come to pay a lil visit to this
which i-dunno-still-got-who-read blog
those who read tag.
i will do an appreciation entry the nxt time!
haha.
so with boredom to fuel my extra energy now at this time in the morning...
i will do blogging.
so peeps
"this is not not not not not an emo post"
emo puts you in depression
and the other fella has absolutely no idea and is enjoying with their own lives.
so no point to emo.
haha yup
that my stand.






i was doing some pbf reading and listening to yes933.
the caller supposed to talk abt their 1st love or something like that.
so this girl called in.
she told her story.

shes been with the guy for two and a half years,
but two years ago.
one day she went down to his office to look for him.
then there was this girl that works with this guy,
she went to badmouth the girl to her bf.
the guy believed and in a moment of anger,
he threw their ring down from the 5th floor.



so that how her 1st love ended.
at this point, the dj was trying to like ask her if she still feels for the guy
or she got pissed at him and got over him.

the girl stutter abit
den she said.

"after both of us went around in circles
we got back together."



and so the conversation continues
the dj ask how did they get back together and all..
then there came a point,
the girl said the guy waited for her for a year.



haha
i could help but smile to myself.
haha some successive case of waiting!

oh wells they are not the 1st i've heard.
my cjc classmate eric and her gf jessie
they also went round in circles be4 getting together.
thats nice.

but oh well
life isnt always a bed of roses,
there thorns too.
theres always the unsuccessful cases.
(haha nope am not emoing!)



last time i had alot alot of thoughts.
mostly stupid.
last time i do not believe that fate is fixed by the almighty.
last time i detested the saying "what is yours is yours."
last time i loath the words "bo bian"/no choice if u dont understand.
last time i do not believed that "if you really love her let her go and grab her happiness"




now?
people do grow up,
matured a not i have no idea.
that is not up to me to judge.
but now?
i still believe i can shape my own life.
i grew tired.
saw the light,
lost the fight.
(heh rythm sia!!)


my perspective changed.
i'm no longer running around in the circle
while the girl and the world rotates
without me.

now i'm just tryin to
love myself more,
love my frens more.
oh yea not to mention,
working my ass to get a qualification.




point of all these?
i really felt happy for that couple.
felt happy for the guy.
to wait for someone aint a lovely,
simple thing to do.
he waited and he got what he waited for.
i can feel the smile on his face.
haha
cant you see i'm sooo happy for them??
i'm no sour grape,
i'm no jealous pot too.
whenever i hear such things,
i like to share their euphoria.
=D











alrite so much for sharing.




taking a leaf outta hendric's book.
he once put on his facebook,
i'm thinking why is friendship as complicated as a relationship.
(something like that lar!!)


friendship is something built on trust.
how much do you trust the fella
dictates how deep your relationship is.

so inevitably
when your close friend betrays you,
backstab, badmouth etc etc.



so much for being friends hur?
i've experience this now and in the past,
seen my friends in such shit too.

i'm in no position to comment on people.
so i'm here to bitch about my own problems.


normally i'm such a peace loving dude.
i dont bear grudges.

only guy that made me do it is the fucker called
daniel lee.
i cant believe that my blood still boils when i see his name,
his face.
thank god the chances of me seeing him again is near zero.



recently?
haha i've encountered a lil problem with this friend





and with this new anger thats boiling up in me.
i duno why but i'm very easily pissed off,
dont believe ask nellie.
poor dude get from me duno how many times already.

so with this new anger,
things get even worst.



oh yea along with this new anger,
i've reach new heights of pushing my body limit.
been slping at 4am everyday,
eat like a pig,
ankle is giving me soo much problems
but i still go for soccer.
and i'm planning to go running.
i'm planning to burn midnight oil everyday till exams are done.

so i predict.
my temper will be on an uprising scale.
beware.
who noes maybe i will spit fire soon!!

haha.
alrite
its 446 now.

i shouldnt squeeze in anymore stuff..










































































































guang♥Bid Farewell

Sunday, March 15, 2009


haha alritee
before i really get murdered by jo.
haha



bday celebration.
western food was the IN ting.
went for swensens at vivo on 6th mar fri with my family.
the price was OMFG!!

oh wells they include the salad buffet into it too..
salad buffet was not bad at all..
kinda cool also.
but the price isnt.




haha my lovely sisters were superbly generous this year!!
got a swatch watch, hush puppy shoe and a collector's edition of absolut vodka.
thanks a ton.
lurve u all deep deep.



actual day went out with the sim peeps and the guys!
darren n his darling,rr, regina,chloe,suqi,nellie and chu.
went for lunch at NYDC.
see!western again!!
thanks all for the nice presents!! loves it.
i got a cap,and a wallet from darren n rr.
2spongebob boxers, a earring,a poloshirt from the girls.
oh yea not to mention, the 2 nice cards they gave me.
and i DO NOT LOOK LIKE THE MR. SMILEY





alrite.
den was suppose to meet jo for supper at chomps.
den howw nicce of her to arrange with nellie andd nic for another bday surprise.
they chiong my hse and tao pok me!!
of course along with the guys lar!!
thanks to nellie again,nic, dan,hen,ken
lurb u all deep deep!!
oh yea.
how nice of jo too.
she and vans gave me this EXTRA LARGE patrick starr softtoy.
which is now like my girlfren!!haha
imagine having to carry that ard town the whole day!
ahaha
thanks my dalings!!!




friday the 13th.
went to SP to do van's enrolment.
i'm frm JC so i never knew that
poly enrolment is sooo mafun.
spent 3 or 4 hours there.



initial idea was to go to the IT fair at suntec early to avoid the crowd.
in the end we gave up.
went to marina to buy movie ticks
and dinner 1st
den we attacked the fair.
jo got her mini, i got my bag.
haha crumplerr? no lar bagman's the IN thing now!!! cos i say so!!


the movie was called coming soon!!
haha.
yes yes thanks to jo and vans again for arranging the surprise movie watching with the rest of the people!
lena,xianghui,wanyi,wilfred,sherman.


haha
their surprise was as good as my surprise for them!!
only i know that the show was a THAI horror film
hahahaha
shld have seen the faces of jo,vans and lena when they found out!!


nice show lar
one of the nicer horror show in a longgg time!!



after that was supper at xing wang!














who wud expect 22 celebration is a bigger bang den 21st?

thanks all for organising,coming,participating and tao poking!!
gman loves you all!!








ok...so now
jo i did not say anything abt u
so its alllll ALLLLL ALLLL plainly nellie's fault abt wat he say abt u on my tagboard.
i'mma innocent!! hahaha








i got a bruised rib frm the taopok.
my old ankle injury came back after soccer ytd.
i feel damn rusty, which is a sign for me to restart my diet and my exercises.

time to start studying again too!!

























































































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